My fantasy of wanting a shemale & a bisexual

I have a vision inside of me that another woman comes to our room and just starts kissing me and ravishing my body all the areas that make you shiver and shake, she just took command saying you know you want it and so do you speaking to my husband. When I get into our love making I often think of him getting fucked by this stranger and then I get off after all of the fantasizing. My husband is so such a southern gentleman that he had never ever watched porn until he met me he and I have God issues we are confussed at once your married it is just you and her no one else. My husband honestly does not desire any one but me , I believe him just by the look on his face when I say does that turn you on when pointing out other women nothing no expression of liking them nothing. I told him my fantasy he said NO .

I told him my other fantasy and that would to be with a beautiful transexual/shemale that would be a love session I would thoroughly get into it would satisfy my wantings to be with a woman but he/she would be a man also. I imagine being fucked easy then hard while playing with he/she's breast ooohh auuugh damned that would be great to fullfill my fantasies but that's why they are fantasies they will never come to pass. I will probably have to pay some sexy woman to come over so it would be just that no personal attachment or emotional ones if my husband ever goes for it I would like to film it for x hamster. My husband is the most purist of heart and mind no perversion is in him he can count the times he had ever touched himself for pleasure wow what a guy or wow he missed out on a lot but he doesn't feel that way. I guess being two months to being a minister has a lot to do with it. I was raised atheist but became some what of a believer. I know as long as we on this site are not hurting anyone or ourselves then we can experiment with our adult instincts. My dearest husband this is only a made up fantasy it's you and me baby and that's it we will work thing's out as we need to I love you sooo much honey we will be growing old together and if x hamster is still around we can look back at our profile/pic's and surf the profiles and remember when.........