Honestly I had no idea all these things were going to happen to me. Perhaps I was just innocent but maybe when you read on you will be forming your own opinion about that.
I guess it was something I couldn't talk about at school, it's just that I get aroused by my own body. I was kind of aware that my bum was bigger than the other boys but when I progressed to sixth form college some of the girls, especially those who had been in school with me before, started teasing me about it. They liked to call me 'Pretty Boy', some even called me 'Bum Boy'.
It is only now after these things happened that I can tell you this because I used to think I was the only one who ever got such feelings. You see I got to finding my bottom was sexy. I would set up mirrors in my room so I could see admire myself from different angles. I loved the way my smooth buttocks were so full and perfectly rounded. If I stood directly in front of a mirror all I could admire were my genitals and they were really not very impressive. My testicles hadn't dropped until I was fourteen. But standing sideways on, my bum profile looked nice and by using two mirrors, one was magnifying, I could get a really good view of my cleavage. I could see my smooth skin with its minute goose pimples and very fine hairs. My bum cheeks were perfectly rounded curving inwards between my buns. My secret and most exciting place had to be there deep in the cleavage of my slit
I found myself experimenting with minor insertions like the rounded end of a pencil. It gave me a really special feeling like a thrill, a sense of great intimacy. I felt so good with something in there. I sort of longed for someone else to do it to me and as I got older I must admit to the fantasy of imagining someone actually inside me.
I suppose it was after the time a couple of guys cornered me, when I got the urge to insert larger things. I am not going to relate that incident but I started getting these fantasies. In reality they were little more than dreams. OK they were quite 'wet' ones so I would have to be ready with lots of tissues.
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