First Time: How I Love Cock

The idea of kissing a guy turns me off and nothing makes me softer faster than thinking about a guy sucking my dick. The point is, there was a reason I wanted my wife to take the lead in our sex life. When she found out about the transsexual porn I watched by catching me, I felt a thrill that she might go along. She didn’t know that I watched shemales because I wanted to be the one getting fucked, or so I thought.
When she discovered my porn fetish, she was disgusted and told me that she didn’t want to have sex with me if I was into trannies. I was embarrassed to say anything, so our sex life ended until one night a few months later. She came into the bedroom and told me that she had been thinking and that she didn’t want her sex life to end just because I wasn’t into women. She told me that she had bought something I would enjoy and took out a strap-on. I was excited and told her to go ahead and fuck me with it. Although I had experimented with anal, and had some mind blowing orgasms while sucking dick, the power of a hands free anal orgasm was a new experience. My whole body shook and I almost passed out. Problem was that I started to think that if this is what I could get from a dildo, how much better would a real cock be? Would a warm hard cock really be different from a rubber dildo, could you feel the difference? I started to dream about getting fucked by a real cock when my wife would fuck me with a strap on. As our sex life progressed, my wife started making me dress up. She seemed to get more pleasure by making me more feminine. She first just made me wear a skirt while she fucked my asshole, but over time she got me a bra, then a wig, then stockings and high heels. Eventually, she was making me shave and would put make-up on me before fucking me.
One night after she had gotten me ready, she told me she had a surprise for me. She had me close my eyes and when I opened them, one of her girlfriends was in the room. I was stunned. I was so embarrassed I couldn’t even talk.