Becoming a Chrissy - Chapter 1

I always knew I was a little sissy slut. When I was ten, I took a pair of my mommy’s panties to try on. It was a hot pink G-string that my petite mother must have worn when she was ready to get fucked by my daddy. It was just the right size to cover my prepubescent clitty and also stretch through my butt crease and cover my smooth pink hole. I was so excited wearing them and felt my blood pressure and heart rate increase as I started rubbing my little clit. I felt a little precum moisten the panties and I determined that I would have to wash them and put them back before my parents came back from the store. But first, I wanted to enjoy the moment…
I put my thumb in my mouth—something my submissive self must have learned as a baby—and rubbed my clit again. I was as hard as I’d ever been! I imagined a big strong man caressing my smooth boy body, and I knew right then my true nature was to be a feminine submissive slut who served their man faithfully. I slapped my ass to leave an impression.
I had jerked off before but this was the hardest my clit had felt. I knew what sex and masturbation were after learning from my friends Jimmy and David. We had even jerked off together at sleepovers while watching porn. We would shield our flanks with pillows and furniture so our homophobic consciousness wouldn’t be distracted and we could focus on the straight porn. We could see each others legs sticking out and hear the gushy friction of lotion and cock stroking. I remember one time I had pretended to get up to get a soda and had snuck a look at David. His dick was already huge at age ten—it must have been 6 inches already. I would later suck that same dick behind a bush in the backyard of a high school house party our senior year.
It had been a 1920’s theme party at my friend Natasha’s house, and I had decided to make big waves by dressing as a flapper girl, complete with a fluffy bob, makeup and a short dress that exposed my pearly white shaven legs. Natasha had insisted I wear panties and even donated a pair by showing me her collection and having me pick out one. I made sure to casually act like I hadn’t researched any of the styles and didn’t know what I was doing. I also made sure to pick out a stretchy white lace and satin panty that perfectly stretched up my ass and accentuated my booty. Natasha slapped me on the ass.