Am I Still A Virgin??

I went over and snuffed the candles. The light under the door was just enough to keep the room from being pitch black.

I knelt in front of him....

Segue here.....Gurls, do I have to even say this. Is there a cooler position to be in than on your knees when you are with a guy? I love being on my knees. It doesn't matter if they are standing, sitting or even in a car. On my knees is an ultimate for me. It's a "him Tarzan - me Jane" kind of thing.

I knelt in front of him then lowered his pants just enough to let the head of the cock poke out. I told him I wouldn't let him fuck me with a huge dildo in our emails. What I was looking at was a good 7" and average in girth.

What sounds fun in theory is not that fun in reality? The most un-fun thing I did that day was suck the fake cock. The problem is you can't get enough moisture on it. It also doesn't get hot, but remains luke-warm no matter how long you work with it.

I could tell with me sucking on him John wasn't over-the-top excited either; so I pulled his pants all the way off and decided to try something different.

Like with any guy when they aren't getting there fast enough, I reached under with my fingers and started flicking his asshole. Again I got no reaction from John at all. After a while I realized he was getting nothing out of the experience and only letting me do it thinking I was getting something out of it. If I ever do an encore performance of this situation, I'd never ask to suck the fake cock again, unless the guy insisted.

I stopped sucking and rinsed my mouth with my drink and then brought my body up and kissed him.

"Sorry." I said.

"Hey baby, we would have never known unless we tried. We're both learning today."

'What??, I thought.'

"John, is this the first time you've tried this?"

"Yes."

"Now I feel honored." I said honestly. "What can I do for you?"

"I want to fuck you so bad, baby."