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Being taught a lesson .......... I think!
How did I end up on my back in my own bed, legs straight up with my ankles over her shoulders, ready to have my ass fucked from a lost bet? A bet that Alma clearly cheated at as we discover. I was off to Thailand for a 16 week course in Thai massage at a school recommended highly by a friend I ha... Read full Story
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CD And Trucker
At least four things went through my mind the moment I heard Hank ask me to go along with him. - One my wife was gone for at least 2 weeks so that was no problem. - Two, with wireless connection and my laptop I could take my job on the road. - Three, I had hardly any clothes in my bag that I was ... Read full Story
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The Experience of a Lifetime
My divorce was hitting me really hard. My wife outgrew our relationship and started living her own life and I had a front row seat to everything. My heart and life was upside down. I didn’t go out anymore. Friends and family both told me it was time to get my life back on track and start living ... Read full Story
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C'EST LA PATRONNE ⚧️ ⚧️
Le rêve est mort. L'écriture était ma passion, mais cela n'a jamais servi à rien. La réalité a une mauvaise façon de vous rattraper, déchiquetant vos désirs dans son sillage. Ce cycle d'épargne et de vie de ces économies s'est progressivement révélé intenable et maintenant, à vingt-cinq ans, j'ai... Read full Story
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Slut indiscretion
At 17, I had reputation among the people in my world. I had sucked more dicks than the average hooker. I had slept with men of every race creed and color. You can even throw in a mentally challenged lad or and autistic child as well. All because I loved getting sex. I think that a penis is the sexi... Read full Story
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Flight cancelled
I was on my way back from a long business trip to Chattanooga, Tennessee and deciding to hit the airport bar during my layover. As I walked up to the bar I noticed there was only one seat open. I took it. I ordered my favorite drink, an old fashioned neat with makers mark. As I sat there waiting for... Read full Story
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Happy Birthday
I love to write Erotica. For story requests please send me a private message or email noirenoire10@gmail.com Enjoy! I couldn’t move. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t move. The restraints didn’t give in any direction. The more I fought the more pain I was in. My safe word (wasabi) ... Read full Story
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UN RENDEZ-VOUS ROMANTIQUE ⚧️⚧️⚧️
Alex mordilla sa lèvre en fixant le test d'anatomie devant lui. Après une semaine épuisante de finales et de sessions d'étude nocturnes, c'était enfin son dernier test. La liberté était si proche qu'il pouvait presque y goûter. Sa jambe rebondit anxieusement alors qu'il remplissait une autre série d... Read full Story
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Brian Becomes Brittney
My name Is Brian or at least it was the first 18 years of my life. Brittney is my new name.... All of this started when I was just out of high school. It was the beginning of the summer and I was feeling great. During the summer I was planning to do a study abroad program for a year before colleg... Read full Story
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Brian Becomes Brittney Chapter 1
My name Is Brian or at least it was the first 18 years of my life. Brittney is my new name.... All of this started when I was just out of high school. It was the beginning of the summer and I was feeling great. During the summer I was planning to do a study abroad program for a year before colle... Read full Story
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Shemale Gangbang
I am not your average female. But I guess I am not your average male either. You see, I am a tranny. I make a really hot woman. I am 5'10", am slim and have dark, wavy hair that comes down to tight between my shoulder blades. The only thing I was missing was beautiful tits. So I got those as we... Read full Story
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Leona
I think of myself as resolutely straight. I look at a lot of porn although I have plenty of girls to fuck. Steven, an old college buddy, dropped by and proposed that we go to a shemale bar that night. I was shocked and refused. But Steven retorted that if I was sure about my sexuality, I should have... Read full Story
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Porn Princess
They say if you are going on a journey of revenge, to dig 2 graves, one for your enemy and one for yourself. I thought I understood the meaning of that saying, but never so much as right now. My name is Dan, and at the age of 21, I had been working for nearly 2 years as a production manager for ... Read full Story
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Ride of My Life
As a student at college I wanted a bicycle for Christmas. I hadn't past my driving test and even if I had, I couldn't afford to run one with my Saturday job wages. My parents didn't have much money so I didn't ask for an expensive model by name, anything would do. I didn't think they could go far wr... Read full Story
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Transsexual Sisters Chapter 2
MICHELLE AND NICOLE TRANNY SISTERS Part 2: Living with lesbians During freshen orientation the girls kindly declined approaches from many men and some women. They needed to find their bearings and were not ready to reveal any hidden secrets yet. They first needed a place to stay and searched t... Read full Story
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Sweet Sherri
"The fuck you want," the girl hissed through her teeth. Well, it's hard to say. For one, this was the one night of the week at the particular club that was tranny night. Unless the lucky woman was either a straight freak or had been exposed to the scene, there weren't too many people wa... Read full Story
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Bethany's Secret Part 1
-1- By the time my senior year of high school rolled around, I was 18 years old and I’d never had a girlfriend. This fact always bugged me because I knew I was good-looking, funny, and popular, but I still couldn’t get girls. The reason was simple shyness. I was terrible at talking to... Read full Story
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Caught and Punished
I had walked into the mall on a Friday afternoon with a group of my friends, Steve, Bill and Ryan. The plan was pretty' simple; Bill would stand guard while Steve, Ryan and me went into the jewelry store. Steve and Ryan would distract the clerk while I went around to one of the glass cases and picke... Read full Story
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Slutty Sissy's 2 Loves
Tonight was young and I was already hot and bothered, my ass-pussy was on fire, and I could hardly wait for Bob and John to come over. I had invited them over to fulfill those erotic dreams I am constantly having about the two of them using me like a tool, and I wanted that so bad. I fantasized abou... Read full Story
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Worthy
I knelt down in front of her, nude, my hard cock head bouncing up and down with my breathing. I was so excited, I could barely control myself. Her panties were black rubber and kept her well in place but, I knew the secret treasure they held and wanted it so badly. I clasped my hands behind me and w... Read full Story
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Porshe's Escapade Chapter 4
I received an email from Lisa a few days later. She again told me how gorgeous I was and how hard she came when Christie and her fucked me. She then wrote that Christie would be over the following Friday at 5pm to get me ready and then take me to the hotel for the bachelor party. I rushed home fr... Read full Story
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Who's She?
School had been a bore for Tony. He was a bright lad and didn't have to work too hard to get through classes unnoticed by the teachers and class mates. He had plenty of friends but no one close. He didn't excel in sports or academically. He had picked up a few good exam results but had decided that ... Read full Story
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I was a Top before this experience
She was tall, 6 feet probably, a white colombian beauty, green eyes. Pretty gym body, strong but feminine, don't know how that works, but this was a work of art. Sweet but commanding voice, you know, similar to that voice that tells you that it's recalculating your GPS route or to turn left right no... Read full Story
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Sweet Encore
I was alone tonight and feeling just a bit paranoid as I listened to the soft music. The soothing sounds put me in a seductive mood, but It seemed that all my lovers were too busy for me, or they had other plans. Uncle Barney and my detective were probably home being dutiful husbands. Bo was under h... Read full Story
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Regina's Vagina dreams
I think I wanted to be a female from birth. I once looked through a girlie magazine out of curiosity. I had impossible dreams and I longed to trade genitalia with them. I have always fantasized about my Vagina when I was younger. It was during those times that I would drift into my own private world... Read full Story
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My first date with a "shemale"
I met a guy whom i worked with and found out he was bisexual,it didn't bother me nor did i care because i know who i was.I realized he was trying to date me without asking me if i was that way.I flat out turned him down and told him i didn't go that way! I was still young and new to this. I was coo... Read full Story
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Uncle sweet Lover
Uncle Barney called me this morning and wanted me to keep my evening free. He wanted to meet me at the motel with a surprise for me. I was so excited and could hardly wait. I had to decide on something to wear, but when I thought about it, I realized that I wanted to wear something special. He would... Read full Story
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ACROSS THE STREET AND TWO DOORS DOWN by Spanky de Bautumn
Jamie knew he was different. He didn’t fit in with the other boys, but he didn’t feel like he fit in with the girls either, he just knew he was different. He wasn’t into dolls or balls. He was the smallest boy in his class and more than half the girls outweighed him. But the one thing he had going f... Read full Story
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spending the whole weekend as a sex slave
i met a dirty old man who owns run down motel he has put me in what he calls the honeymoon sweet im dressed like a cheap $1 whore. ive bean fucked by 12 different men so far i dont even know what they look like as i have a blind fold on load me he ties me up before they come in they load me up on po... Read full Story
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SOUS LE CONTRÔLE DE MAMAN ⚧️ ⚧️
Jaime se tournait et se retournait dans un sommeil agité, ses yeux fermés et son visage grimaçant alors qu'il luttait avec ses rêves. Normalement, il s'endormirait paisiblement au son d'un podcast bourdonnant, mais pas dernièrement. Bien qu'il ne le sache pas, chaque nuit, sa psyché ... Read full Story
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A Perfect Pandemic: A Transsexual Transition in a Troubled Time
A Perfect Pandemic A Transsexual Transition in a Troubled Time A Novelette by Alexandra Rios Text Copyright Reserved © August, 2021 Dedication Transgender Day of Remembrance is a solemn occasion. I am offering “A Perfect Pandemic” for free as an antidote to the fear, phobia, discrimination, d... Read full Story
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My new Life with Pat. Part 2
While Jean was discussing with the lady from the next table i feel the didlo starting to vibrate and then something like a small ball move up and down into the didlo, it was a prostate massage. I saw Jean playing with a remote control, He increased and deacresed the frequency of vibration and the ... Read full Story
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PAS ASSEZ PRUDENT ⚧️ ⚧️
Savez-vous ce qu'il y a de pire dans le fait d'être très prudent pour garder votre vie secrète secrète ? C'est que lorsque vous oubliez, vous ne réalisez pas que vous avez oublié parce que vous êtes habitué à être si absolument prudent tout le temps. C'est ce qui m'est arrivé et c'est ce qui s'est p... Read full Story
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Teacher Student Confidentiality
It was raining cats and dogs outside as Ms. Catherine Walker (Cat by her friends) graded her Accelerated Integrated Geometry test scores. Her was long and flowing and her sweater was purposely pulled low to embarrass the male teachers with her cleavage. Her cock twitched as she shifted her leg to a ... Read full Story
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HOW ONE PEEPING TOM MORNING TURNED ME INTO A SHEMALE SISSY BITCH
It was while cutting across his back trailer park lawn around 7pm on misty July Saturday evening, when I first discovered that Mr. Parker was really a fag. How else could you describe a man wearing a long blonde wig on his head while below he wore only a large somehow stuffed pink lacey woman's bra ... Read full Story
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SOUS LA DIRECTION DE MAMAN
Jaime n'avait jamais eu beaucoup de chance avec les filles du lycée. C'était venu et reparti, et maintenant il en profitait un l'été dernier avant de partir à l'université avec sa virginité intacte. Ce n'était pas vraiment sa faute, il n'était pas un crétin ou un crétin, c'est juste que la vie et la... Read full Story
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Brazilian Discovery Chapter 4
John, the husband of Susan (see Susan and John series) has travelled to Brazil for a one year training session. Mr Gupta has sent him as the pretty little Joan, in the hope he would lose any interest for Susan and leave him totally free to deal with his senior accountant! The corset maker had bee... Read full Story
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The Mind Flip
IT was a weekend like any other, in the city in the north of England. Rain poured in sheets down the basement windows of the flat I shared with my friend Joe, breaking up the shapes of the buildings on the opposite side of the road like a kaleidoscope, and I sat indoors, slouched in front of the com... Read full Story
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Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 12
We woke up many hours later, still intertwined, my morning wood throbbing as Ellie slid inside my panties and wrapped her hand around it. This was a much better way to wake up than usual, and we proceeded to have a really relaxed slow fuck. She reached a much more low key orgasm but I knew I wouldn’... Read full Story
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the start of what to cum
I responded to an ad on Craigslist from some guy asking for help to move some furniture. He was paying pretty well and, after I practically laughed at him for asking if I could lift the furniture, he agreed to have me over to get it done. We moved everything around for what felt like hours, often mo... Read full Story
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BANGING AROUND BANGKOK
BANGING AROUND BANGKOK: THE AMOROUS ADVENTURES OF CAITLIN "MEOW" MORRISON after living and working in Thailand/SE Asia for many years i decided to write an erotic story based on some of the people i have known, venues and places i have been, and the P4P night-scene where i spent way too much... Read full Story
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I have recently written with an account from my diary about the biggest cock that I’ve ever seen and someone saw the experience and wanted to know more as I had said that I met him a few times. So, I can bring that right up to date now because I have recently been to see him again. But let me go bac... Read full Story
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Sultry Mistress,
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Crossdressing in a Hotel
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DEVENIR CASSIE
L'argent était difficile à trouver dans notre foyer. Être l'aînée de quatre enfants et ma mère étant une mère célibataire mettent nos ressources à rude épreuve. Nous avons rarement eu de l'argent supplémentaire dans notre famille à dépenser pour des choses comme manger au restaurant ou aller au ciné... Read full Story
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DIVA LAS VEGAS ⚧️ ⚧️
Ma femme Rona était assise sur le canapé avec son pop-corn pendant que je terminais les plats du souper. « Hal ! Dépêche toi Hal, ça va commencer », m'a fait signe ma femme excitée. "Une seconde chérie. J'ai presque fini," répondis je en rangeant la dernière assiette. Mon épouse de vingt-six ans ... Read full Story
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Debbie Part 9
It soon turned out that Debbie wasn't destined to spend the rest of her life as a whore. As she returned to the apartment one night one of Mistress' men was waiting for her. She had only just opened the door, when without a word he cuffed her hands behind her back, gagged her and put a collar and le... Read full Story
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Becoming a Shemale's Bitch
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Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 09
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How my date went
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Debbie Part 10
Debbie might have lived out the rest of her life if it hadn't been for some events, which started back at Mistress' mansion. Several years after selling Debbie, Mistress Helen Chamberlain still ran her ruthless slaving operation. Giselle was still her favorite slave, constantly restrained and regula... Read full Story
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Jamie is taken Part 3
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Down the Path Part 4
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Permanent Stay in Mastersville Part 2
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